Even star Patrick Schwarzenegger was a bit surprised by the path his self-assured character takes throughout the eight-episode third season of Mike White ‘s HBO series, which ended Sunday. While Saxon may have started the week as the man with all the answers, it’s not long before, instead, he’s desperately searching for them.

After the dramatic ending of HBO’s The White Lotus season three, actor Patrick Schwarzenegger shared an emotional message with fans. He talked about his mixed feelings about the finale and looked back on his experience playing the complicated character Saxon Ratliff.

Art imitates life for Patrick Schwarzenegger and his “White Lotus” character when it comes to one habit, according to his mother, Maria Shriver.